Life Interpretation

mmm.....

rasernyer macam da lamer gak aku xbloging..

too bz wif my personal life and some changes arrangement which to be happen somewhere in this year or perhaps Jan 2012..

speaking bout changes and arrangement nie...

last saturday aku ke singapura untuk mengurus kan perkara2 peribadi n perkara yg penting for my so called

"better bright future".. rasernyer mcm aku da inform dlm fb n in this blog whereby.. aku akan berhijrah tp cumer tempatnyer saja aku blom lagi publish kan kepada semua rakan-rakan n teman-teman yg mengenali diri ini... anyway...

secara officialnyer.. i will move out from Malaysia selewat-lewatnya pada akhir bulan Dec 2011 dan kan ber hijrah ke Singapura untuk memulakan penghidupan baru.. and suatu perjalanan hidup yg baru..

so kepada teman-teman yg kenal dgn diri ini... mungkin ader di antara kalian da tahu dan mungkin ader yang tidak tahu.. paper pn... ini adalah keputusan yang paling muktamat dan yang paling terbaek utk semua pihak dan juga utk diri aku... in another words, "win-win situation.."

perkara yang sama juga akan aku publish kan dalam fb..

so..harap maklom la k...

k.. now issued ke2 plak...

sekembalinya aku ke tanah jb nie...

while i'm updating my fb and do some cleaning all the silly junk..,

"dingdong!!"

chatting buzzing in my fb...

it was one of my fren ID...

so..

i am thinking.. "eh!! (who not to be name)"

i'm just smiling in front of my PC.

but actually it's not (who not to be name), it was (who not to be name) bf...

very straight to the point..

the conclusion of our conversation is..

WARNING in a good manner to me which to be more specific or perhaps,

should i claim the words.. off u go from my bf life

(that is what my interpretation & perception)

what's the main point will be, is not my concern..

bcos.. so far after what had happen all this little while ago, between and (who not to be name), we were only just friend and on top of that, he (who not to be name) were thinking that i am like his older brother so he can holding on whenever he needed most...

as myself... i take it positively.. i mean nothing and i do respect his decision n what he wish me to be...

cumer yg menjadi 1 big question is...

what kind of nonsense that he (who not to be name bf) trying to do here...

tu la...

aku da inform who not to be name bout this at the earlier of their relationship...

n now c la.. what tlah happen...

xpasal kan.. bende da jadi issue...

emm.....

adat org tgh kemarok bercinta....

malas yang benar nyer nk pk kan sgt bout it....

tp..

to be frank... ati nie terusik cikit la...

xsngka plak bende bley jd cam nie...

so.. rasernyer...

xsalah la keputusan yg aku buat kan....

i mean..

moving out of malaysia..

demi utk kebaikan dan kebahagian semua org...

tp.. mungkin!!

mungkin ader gak sesetgh teman yg raser sedey sebab aku akan berjauhan...

tp.. nk wat camner kan...

It is what it is; accept it.

(either it's going to control you or you're going to control it)

Harvest the good

Forgive all the rest

~ Sonia Ricotti, Unsinkable ~

so now!

i'm clear and so away from it...

my duty is done here...

please do bare in your mind - readers...

this is my personal blog.. and my major concern writing all this is one of the way how i'm expressing my self and my feelings towards the environment surround me and to release it out from my brain cells... 

i mean nothing to condemn  nor to humiliate my friends and whoever involve in my daily life...

IT JUS AND EXPRESSION OF HUMANITY IN DAILY LIFE

till then...

as usual..

i leave all of you without fullstops but.. just a comas and see you back in Singapore very soon...