another liar!!

seriously... i don't understand.. why must peoples lie from one to  another..?

can't just be yourself.. n speak the truth!!?

indeed!!

truth is very painfull but that is the fact and people have to take it wheather he/she may or might like it or not...

just be yourself..

and speak the truth...

p/s:-

thi msg or text is general.. means nothing just pointing out to those lyer who love to lie!!

stop being someone else n keep on lying to others peoples speficically to innocent peoples in this world... stop lying you idiot!!

moron!!

stop it!!

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I'm so down now...

ramai yg ketika ini dlm kegembiraan..keriangan.. dan mungkin jugak berseronok... tp diri ini.. skali lagi kesedihan... menelan pahit payau dlm mencari cinta, belaian manja dan kasih sayang dr seseorg yg sudi menerima diri ini yg serba kekurangan...

baru sebentar tadi aku update blog ini yang stlh sekian lame aku tinggalkan.... dan selepas aku sign out baru aku perasaan... dia suda berpunya... apakah erti semua ini...?

suda 8kali perasaan aku dipermainkn sebegitu mudah... hanya dengan sekelip mata shj..

tahun baru..diawal tahun... jiwa ini diguris.. luka lama berdarah kembali...

entah sampai bile aku akan dilukai aku pn xtahu...

tiada siapa yg mendengar rintihan..keluhan..jiwa ini... cume..

Huan Expression saja yg sudi menemani ku ketika saat susah,senang..
tawa n tangis hati ini.....

apa salah aku...?

apa kekurangan ku..?

ntah la....

kusut kepala ku ni...

i'm feelin lonely.....

i dun wanna b lonely...

all i want is to be luv n to luv...
dats all i ask.. n dats all i want..."

what should i do now!?

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i'm so weak..!! and I'm hopeless romantics...

lately i just came back from.. 

somewhere in Johor state..

old town.. i mean very old town.. 

but nowadays that place developing into some sort of small town

very small town..

anyway that not my point..

my point is.. 

there is something happen back there..

i been there for the reason of meeting friend.

just meeting.. 

had a cup of coffee perhaps and or 

catch some movies during my leisure time...

at first i am thinking to check-in a low cost room 

cause i'll be staying just one night and 

on the next day same about after lunch on the early evening, 

i'm heading back to my origin place..(Home).

then i change my mind..

i reach there bout 1830 

and had a walk all the way to that such person work place 

and showing myself.. which i'm in town already..

not surprising cause 

everything went well..

by 2200 we move out from that such person work place

and straight heading back to that such person house 

which located near by..

we had rest say about 10-15 minute.. 

then we had a walk some most popular place that every teens hang out at..

quite interesting place..

relaxing and enjoyable.. 

with the light of heart of the small town..

twinkling stars in the nights..

it's so beautiful..

a bit cold.. 

but.. 

i get used to it..

we talk and talk.. 

and a lot of talking..

i'm not sure what time we go back home.. 

i supposed it late.. 

its after midnight..

once we reach at home..

as usual myself before sleeping..

had smoking than go to sleep...

like i said earlier...

i meant nothing just a visit and meeting friend.. 

that all...

but in the end.. 

it end up with silly incident...

silly me...

why i say so..

here we goes...

we sleep on the same mattress, 

with one pillow and 

sharing the same blanket..

sound fishy isn't it..

after we make comfort of each other..

then we ready to sleep..

i hug that such person...

in a while...

i can't hold it any longer...

i start kissing that such person neck... 

ears.. and back of that such person body..

than it goes to lips.. 

and....

i guess you all know what happen next...

conclusion is..

yes we do it...

i don't know why i did that...

which from the first place i meant nothing...

on the next day we had a movie and 

before i heading back to my home..

we had a drink at nearby the bus terminal...

we continue talking..

by 1900 my coach is ready to move on...

it's kinda hard for me to leave that such person...

was it because we had sex that night.. 

or..

was it because i'm too easy to fall in love 

with just one sex...?

well... seriously..

i've no answer for that at this current moment..

and now...

i'm having problem with my own feeling...

kinda missed that such person..

but before i'm updating my blog.

i saw that such person photo with somebody else 

hugging...

jealous..?

i am jealous...

but.. 

that such person already remind me 

and said to me.. 

some sort like a sign or something...

"if you can't open my heart.. don't blame me"

 that is what that such person said to me...

well...

that's it...

another hopeless romantics..

just be it...

Sexy Post..

So...

sexy...

what best bout spore...

there is some of Msian friends of mine keep asking me..

"why you always go to Singapore? What's best bout Singapore..?"
and my answer is...

 the MRT station underpass

Telok Blangah Circle Line Station..

 so clean..

and that's my train..

bye.. bye..

Happy New Year..

Happy New Year everybody...

its been quite a while i'm away from Human Expression..
kinda missed my writing so much... I've been busy lately.. busy with my life, and few others stuff and some personal matters need to be settle down.. Planning to settle everything before new year.. unfortunately, there is few yet to be settle.. anyway.. what most important and urgent matters have been settle.

so little time, so many things happen...
that's all can i say..

but there is a moments for me to share with..
it was on December / November if I'm not mistaken...

I'm on my short vacation at somewhere I called a most historical grown in the world... just to refreshing my mind.. to clearing my thought and mindset so I can think even better.. hehehe.. it's some sort of releasing my tensions - perhaps..

It's a Kampung living style.. I like Kampung very much...
it's fun.. and very relaxing..
wish to stay a bit longer.. unfortunately... something came up on my way to my destination, than it goes very short vacation of the year...
but in the end... I really do enjoy my vacation..
to the landlord, thank you very much for the breakfast meal and everything...
wish to come back some other time... but i don't know when...

here is some of my memories which not to be forgotten...

 My breakfast - Nasi Lemak + Currypuff and Popia Sambal with Sesame

 antique item.. 

it's very rare to get it nowadays..

this is me...

it's early in the morning.. say bout 8am i think..

so fresh air in the morning.. very cold.. and very peaceful..

to the landlord - you know who u are..

thank you very much..

I will return in 2012.. I definitely will return...

signing off for now

from spore..