Kemurungan Kesepian...

after all had happen... here i am.. kemurungan dan kesepian ditinggal pergi oleh orang-orang yang teramat tersayang dan tersangat bermakna lagi terpenting dalam hidup ini.. ntah la.. sampai bila nk jadi cam ni kan...

bilakah sgalanya akn berakhir..?

last 2days ago i spent bout rm3k for release out my tension.. last nite i spent bout rm1.8k mayb.. but last nite xmabok pon... jus had barcardi wif coke tu jek.. had dance wif unknown boys, plu n sum bitch..

in the end reach home by 7++ am.

while lay down on my bed, tetibe kesunyian, kesepian.. n kerinduan ksh dan syg serta senda gurau dr org-org yg tlah pergi...

i missed my life.. my old life...
always heppy.. make pep's laughing.. smilling all the time...
but now, everything change..

i were thinking to move out from Msia... bug now.. stil consider it... ramai yg mahu kn diri ini tros menetap di Msia.. tp diri ini akn tros t'sekse skiranya diri ini tros b'legar2 di Tanah Malaya.. tp if i'm movin out.. smua org yg knali diri ini kehilangan Shard The Freaking Boyzs The Very Last Species...

Should i claims...
i want my life back...
All alone but happy all the time..
the question is.. can i get it back..?

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