...bismillahirrahmanirrahim...
syukur alhamdulillah kerana masih lagi dapat diri ini
menghirup udara yang dipinjamkan olehNya
before i start,
thank you very much for all my readers-my loyal silent readers.. never thought that my Life Expression have been viewed everyday and been read and or some of you out there somewhere been followed the latest update's. Thank you very much that i can say.
Yup!!
Recently my update's was quite long and I've changed my life path from abnormal person to a better life-insya Allah...
Anyway,
As it today Sunday May 12th 2013 is a Mothers Day. Everyone in this world will grab this opportunity to celebrate with their most respect and lovely mother's. Great.. keep it up. Love them, hug them, kiss them, take a great care of them, sacrifies for them, and do a lot of great things for them. To be frank, I'm not aware of this such a grand celebration. Sweet isn't it... As myself, I never celebrate that such event in mylife before. I used to be very busy person although I'm not busy I will keep myself very busy as in order to keep my brain moving, thinking, focused on what am I doing on that particular moment's and to keep on working, till I'm not aware of this grand event. The whole world celebrate this event-indeed they are.
Unlike previous year, this year is quite a little bit different than others year I've been through. During the Mother's Day eve, say about around after isyak someone "ring my door bell" which it turns my mood drastically from chilled and very relaxing into... I dont know how to write it down in here. What a deep breath taken.... Oh God!! Ya Allah sungguh hebat dan semakin hebat ujianMu kepada Si Kerdil yang lagi menjijikan disisiMu serta dimata masyarakat dunia. Mohon tingkatkan kesabaran dan semangat yang tertinggi kepada Si Kerdil ini untuk menempuhnya Ya Allah....
What happen was...,
Yesterday my mother, brother and his wife and child came over to where I stay due to some others things which should i claim the words, HARTA DUNIA. We not much talking lately especially after the unforgetable incident. We seems like and outsider or visitor that come to your house or may be stranger that drop by to catch breath after a long walk and had a short conversation - yeah.. something like that.
So, after they all gone back, while I'm checking and figuring out about my fb's update, came a person "ring my door bell" regarding my umrah which I do planned next year I will be going there but still not yet finalized which of which the best month to go and from where my flight will be departed. I did mentioned to certain peoples that close and very close to me about it including my mother which is yesterday. At first I wish not to tell her, but on the other hands, as in order not to invites another unwelcome issues and so i decide to say it out loud.
She did asked me where and when I want to go. As I mentioned earlier and to the peoples that close to me, still not yet finalized it. So the isues here is, she said or perhaps WARNING (the best phrase) to that "someone" told me so, not to hide anything (she means anything at all) about my umrah from her. Ya Allah hu rabbi.... astarfirullah hal a'zim... its UMRAH i want to do and to go to holly place not seeking a FUN moments nor vacations or perhaps looking for sex satisfactions back there at the holly ground. masya Allah....
I'm not shocking of the info given by, but I am very sad. Very very sad. How in the name of Allah she could ever think that far. Whats all this mean. Its UMRAH after all...
haishhh....
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